D.L.Y.W

It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lie by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lie in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with my head against your heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again..



I love you so fucking much.
I understand what you need even though i wish i could still be part of it.
I will put in all i can and change for the better.
I'm so fucking depressed and i fucking love you.

Will not be coming back here. Gonna be absent from this space for awhile.
Till i get everything back in place, till i find my place again... Or not.
Gdbye people.