BUSY

Anyone got tips on how to keep yourself busy?

-Too busy for others
-Too busy for myself
-Too busy to eat
-Too busy to think
-Too busy to blog

Somehow i feel "exhausted" typing these.

(Tomorrow -Self proclaim holiday+ 2 days Mc)

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I love the way you tug on top of me

Sigh I still very much hate school.
Sigh i've yet to catch Transfomers.
Sigh i'm still eating like a pig.
Sigh today i got 2 more detentions.

I seriously don't mind being hospitalised.

.

I'm tired so tired.
I'm physically weak and mentally unstable.
I go around hurling abuses and using violence on others.
Sometimes i don't even realise i'm not supposed to use violence on others.
I'm going crazy.
I wish i can faint and sleep for days and wake up forgetting everything/everyone who had walked in and out of my life, leaving me with nothing but grieve and a miserable state of mind.
I wish that when i wake up i have already left school.

My eyes are killing me i'm gonna starve till i can't.
Fml.

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I have to admit how much i fucking hate to study.
I hate school and tuition.
I can't wait to burn all my books and school uniform.
I HATE TO STUDY.

I'm giving up.
I will never ever do well in my studies and everytime anything related to studying comes to my mind i will GO CRAZY.

Fuck, tomorrow is school day.
My bestfr not going to school.
Fuck my life any further?

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Hi.

Today, was, the, worse, day, ever.
I believe god is punishing me that's why.

Visited Shanice & Emme at their workplace at Fep.
BEST OF BLOGSHOPS.
It's a super cool shop must go!

Tempted to shave/braid my head after seeing theirs Hahaha.

like handsome

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Fep then Cine then Meridien then Cine then Orchard Plaza or something then Cathay then Kopitiam then home.

WALKED THROUGHOUT THESE PLACES.
LEGS ARE SUPER TIRED.

Anyway it's the first time i trained home alone, and in the morning.

/I know that i'm damn ugly now.

Anywayyyyy my night suckzzzx.
Was feeling high and happy all the way until something like that had to happen and damn i'm fucking pissed by the unreasonable attitutes i received.
Tired, i'm TIRED.
Of hoping, waiting, wishing and dreaming.

C'MON GEORGY WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.

Anyway i haven't caught Transfomers and i wonder who can i catch it with.
Life sucks. Can you just not make it any worser?

I don't wanna make ANYMORE new friends.
The world's filled with hypocrites and two faced people. Beh sai sia.
Anyway school's gonna start so it's back to my School in the day, Gym at night.

$ and -Kgs here i'm coming!
I hope, i just hope i can be happy once all over again.
Like how i used to be before letting others walk all over, walk in, walk out.
As easy as taking Mrt. (Ok i'm fucking random)

s.c.r.e.w.e.d w.o.r.l.d w.i.t.h t.h.e m.o.s.t h.e.a.r.t.l.e.s.s .p.e.o.p.l.e a.r.o.u.n.d

OMG it's 8 am already and i haven't slept a wink!
Goodnight/morning people!

Unreasonable Reasons

You say hello, inside i'm screaming i love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away, from my car crash of a heart
And i don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape i have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
Just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

Like what the fucking mother godly fucking fuck did i even do.
God damn look on your god damn face(s)
xiexieni, hen duo hen duo.

Not funny Not clever

Sometimes when i look back at my old pictures and entries, i feel like
"Omg that was so lame why was i even into it"


What about you?
I realise my face have changed since i was primary 4.
I looked different now, eyes brighter, still got a screwed nose but wasn't as bad as 5 years back.
Oh and now i have cheekbones already.

I wish i was 168 cm and 44 kg

Life's all about $$

I pray to god to just let this one miracle happen.

How can i slim down if i'm not visiting the gym as often and i'm eating like a hippo?
Not to mention maintaining my weight.

An entry about Girls and their Weights, typical.
I know how you feel when you guys read blogs about girls who're obviously are not in need of serious weight management but still goes along yanking all day about her "fat body".
I know it's annoying.

But in fact most guys would prefer slim girls than stick thin girls.
And yet 80% of the female population actually wished they were stick thin (Like me)
And there's also this small population of girls who're too skinny and dying to put on weight.
Can we exchange???

Enough bout fats.

Now let's talk about money.
I.AM.IN.NEED.OF.MONEY.BADLY.

Aiiiiiiyaaaa as usual, tempted to splurge again.
I'm so angry with myself, Mom wanted to bring me shopping tomorrow but i actually REJECTED IT?!?!?!?!

knnbccb i am fucking pissed off with myself I WANT TO SHOP.

I need new shoes, new heels, new shorts, new dresses, new tops, chanel tank, new wallet, new cosmetics, new accessories, new bags, new perfume I NEED SO MANY THINGS.

I'm running out of accessories so i won't be wearing any accessories out this few days until i get new ones (as seen in pictures in below post).

Maybe one day i will decide to go out naked cause i run out of new clothes to wear.

I decided to get inked before/on my birthday.
Somehow i'm a person who never lets my life bore me out too much.
I would crave to fall in love, crave to go certain places, randomly snip of my hair and eye lashes, try on neon coloured makeup and cut up my own clothes.

I never liked life to be too standard.
This time i feel like falling in love (like how they do in dramas hehehehe)
Feel like hardxcore losing weight
Colouring my hair (Damn school)
Modify myself (xciting shit)

Which reminds me that i gotta remove my nail polish and cut my slender finger nails into short and fat unpolished nails.

Damn, wished i was finished with Secondary School already.

Anyway i've somewhat decided to fail my N lvls this year (Anyway i'm bound to fail it) and take private Os next year so i can rechoose my subjects and not struggle for another year with my goddamn subjects i chosed wrongly in school.

Should i should i?

Missing For you

I snipped 2 inches off my hair ^.^v

Went down to town to do my nails ahaha

O_O

Stefan came late

Peanut

Ooh met my 2 faves Shanice and Emme for a lil.

Had a little pool, dinner, went home.
I'm dying to catch Transfomers it's like super xciting on tv and everyone's singing praises for it!
Hopefully tmwr?
Anyway tmwr we gotta have lotsaaaaa fun cause it's my last friday holiday before school begins!
Kinda sad though, feels like graduation day HAHA.