Life's all about $$

I pray to god to just let this one miracle happen.

How can i slim down if i'm not visiting the gym as often and i'm eating like a hippo?
Not to mention maintaining my weight.

An entry about Girls and their Weights, typical.
I know how you feel when you guys read blogs about girls who're obviously are not in need of serious weight management but still goes along yanking all day about her "fat body".
I know it's annoying.

But in fact most guys would prefer slim girls than stick thin girls.
And yet 80% of the female population actually wished they were stick thin (Like me)
And there's also this small population of girls who're too skinny and dying to put on weight.
Can we exchange???

Enough bout fats.

Now let's talk about money.
I.AM.IN.NEED.OF.MONEY.BADLY.

Aiiiiiiyaaaa as usual, tempted to splurge again.
I'm so angry with myself, Mom wanted to bring me shopping tomorrow but i actually REJECTED IT?!?!?!?!

knnbccb i am fucking pissed off with myself I WANT TO SHOP.

I need new shoes, new heels, new shorts, new dresses, new tops, chanel tank, new wallet, new cosmetics, new accessories, new bags, new perfume I NEED SO MANY THINGS.

I'm running out of accessories so i won't be wearing any accessories out this few days until i get new ones (as seen in pictures in below post).

Maybe one day i will decide to go out naked cause i run out of new clothes to wear.

I decided to get inked before/on my birthday.
Somehow i'm a person who never lets my life bore me out too much.
I would crave to fall in love, crave to go certain places, randomly snip of my hair and eye lashes, try on neon coloured makeup and cut up my own clothes.

I never liked life to be too standard.
This time i feel like falling in love (like how they do in dramas hehehehe)
Feel like hardxcore losing weight
Colouring my hair (Damn school)
Modify myself (xciting shit)

Which reminds me that i gotta remove my nail polish and cut my slender finger nails into short and fat unpolished nails.

Damn, wished i was finished with Secondary School already.

Anyway i've somewhat decided to fail my N lvls this year (Anyway i'm bound to fail it) and take private Os next year so i can rechoose my subjects and not struggle for another year with my goddamn subjects i chosed wrongly in school.

Should i should i?